Bipolar Baby- Rydon"We're gonna get married one day." I told him with a smirk.Bipolar Baby- Rydon by coolkidelise
Ryan rolled his eyes with a laugh, "You keep thinking that, Bren."
I met Ryan Ross through my best friend Spencer Smith when I was 15. The two had known each other their entire lives & were practically family. It didn't take long for Ryan and I to become friendly with each other. We'd tease each other, similar to the way kids in elementary school would when they liked each other. The relationship we displayed in front of Spencer was totally different than the one we had going on through text messages. We'd send flirty texts back and forth into the wee hours of the night. A smile never left my lips when Ryan would tell me how much he liked me and how cute he thought I was.
We sat at the picnic table in Spencer's back yard, his younger sisters out there with us. Ryan passed his marijuana pipe around the table.
"Want a hit?" Ryan asked, cloudy smoke slipping out from his parted lips.
I shook my head no and Spencer did
Even Broken Wings Can Fly Away- Part ISo what's on the agenda for big man on campus Dallon Weekes this year?" Jon asked as the three of them walked over the fallen Autumn leaves.Even Broken Wings Can Fly Away- Part I by coolkidelise
"Probably bang every freshman girl, am I right?" Ryan replied with a chuckle.
"Sophomore, junior and senior too." Jon added.
"Why are you guys so fascinated with my private life anyways?" Dallon inquired as he began to walk backwards to talk to his two best friends.
"If only it was actually private. Everyone at this school knows everything about your personal life." Ryan answered with a shrug.
"I can't help that I'm popular..." Dallon said which caused Ryan to roll his eyes.
"Okay, Ross! Don't tell me you're going to spend this whole semester writing faggy poetry about a guy you supposedly love who doesn't even know you exist." Dallon spat.
"I was a dumb Sophomore then and I probably shouldn't have chased after a straight drama club guy. But you guys don't have to worry about that happening again because I'm boycotting relationships for the rest o
Always- Joncer"I forgot how beautiful you were." Jon said as he ran the pad of his thumb over the slight stubble on my cheek, staring into my bright blue eyes.Always- Joncer by coolkidelise
I turned away from him. I could feel my face heat up as I fought a shy smile. The butterflies beat their wings profusely at the inside of my stomach.
"It's been too long. Two years is way too long..." I trailed off, still not looking at him.
"I know. I'm never leaving again. I promise." He cupped my cheek & turned my face towards his. "I promise." He repeated as he held out his pinky finger.
I let out a giggle and linked my pinky with his.
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